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General / 28 February 2020

Looking for purpose

Hi 

It's nice to see You here. :)  

I recently was focusing on self-development. I work on the "Habit of Ferocity" by Steven Kotler. And today, in the morning, I had some realizations. All improvements need to have a good purpose. This purpose can push You to get up from the bed and work more and harder. 

I was lying in my bed, and I was thinking about what is my purpose. For now, I don't have an answer for You. :) I want to create to help people and bring color and nature to the cities. I still don't know how to do this and if this is my path. I wonder if I find my road during this life. :) To be honest, I still feel some emptiness, and my art doesn't work for me. My works don't have anything special. 

Yesterday, I was in the National Museum, and I was watching art from different periods. I was thinking about what You have to do to wake different feelings in your recipient. The most obvious answer is to use correctly light and color. But how to use it? One thing that I discover is that You have to use them to help tell the story. That's why You can lie, even if You drawing a realistic picture, light can shows where it shouldn't be.  First in your mind should be what You want to say and second what is possible

Maybe I should put these rules in my life. I have to bend some reality constraints to say my story. I have to find the way from the dark forest of doubt and start to be honest with myself. Then maybe my art becomes something new and my purpose will be visible in my life. 

I hope You will find Your purpose and way in this life to live in fullness and happiness. :)

I wish You a lot of love and smile.

Królik